Celine-Jesse

Somedays you get the brazen confidence to not only try out something new, but the surety of the hitting out a home run on your maiden game. Yes, that one. That day is today. A new recipe, untried before and maybe not even sampled by the taste buds..well, maybe. Or maybe, how about directly blogging out, strutting out in the blazing sun, no glares or sunscreen and tilting your head to gaze out directly at the sun..matching its ferocity. And maybe, making it wilt a little too. Ignoring the red marks all over your word document by the auto correct software and continuing to key on, setting the document ablaze with even more fiery reds. Opening the windows of the room, of your life to the storm outside and inviting in the chaos. Lets see what and how much can you stir up, after all? How much more chaotic can life be after you have visited us, you rhetorically ask. The winds and water gushing in and soaking it all. Leaving behind a heaviness of wet and livened up emotions, the storm doesn’t seem like a threatening stranger holding secrets but a well wisher showing us the mirror, by pulling out the blackened skies from within, and clearing the air, making way for sunshine. The sunshine before the sun sets again, darkening it all.

So what will Jesse, little Jesse do now? Will he miss his flight, alter travel and life plans or..stay on course, towards self destruction. Or maybe, the renewed energies gained, will help him navigate pre-set courses, no matter how damning, with more heart. Or maybe, nothing will change. In real terms. Only the celine-jesse in his mind would have aged and more data and love points would have accumulated themselves in his mirror world. It will be his mirror world that will feel the ripples, these ripples dying out before they make it to the real sands of time, leaving behind no imprints of their existence. And then, maybe, some will believe (the cynics and the non-believers), that celine and the sunset were a mirage, another page from another book or some other fictional reality. What do you think? And what do you want it to be?